Get this.

tsk. you were depressed and hurt at first. you know you can't be alone to deal with the situation you were in. That's when i gave you my words of advice, my whole lot fuckin' time and be there whenever you need me.

And what did chu fucking do in return? lied about you getting back with the guy who cheated on you and giving him a 2nd chance? Remembered how hurt you really were earlier and who made you that way. and who was there when you're depressed? how fuckin' dare you! After i found out once, you can still go on and lie about it to me??? this just showed how you're just taking advantage of your own bloodline, and when you get back what you need.. you don't even give a thought of how they felt after what you did.

to think that i should feel sorry for you back then and to know this gonna happened? I won't had given a damn at all. Typical of you, should have known better. God we're so closely bonded and this is how you showed your thanks?

I'm so fuming with anger right now and don't even THINK of acting like nothing happened. Good luck. I JUST DON'T BLOODY CARE no more.

photoshop skill: face structure reconstruction

Nora challenges me to do makeover over her photo. I told her to give me a challenging one, where i can do a virtual 'plastic surgery' to the photo. And she did. Before I'd done photoshop "virtual makeup" on Gymah. This time another photoshop skill which is "face reconstruction a.k.a virtual plastic surgery". I did major reconstruction on the facial structure and added basic makeup i.e. eyeliner, light lipgloss for the end result.

This is the before photo. The original one.

using photoshop Cs3..

and the result..

AFTER

showing you the "Before and After" side by side for comparison :)
(click image for larger view)

So that's it.

View at your own risk.

An unplanned photoshoot became a spooky theme.

Thanks to Dayat Ahim for the photography =)

bold

unexpected?

This is the first photo i uploaded in facebook. As shocked as the rest might be, i myself didn't expect i would dare to shave my head off. I'd never thought of doing so, ever, but i guess i was in desperation or my mind is just so messed out. Unexpected? yea i surprised myself too.

Most of 'em want me to upload some more photos of my new hairdo and some insisted for me to on my webcam :p. A friend still won't believe i did it, and said the photo i uploaded is photoshopped :p.

I'll just upload some more photos during the haircut. Funny that even the hairstylists there were surprised to hear my request. My hairstylist said this is the first request he get from a lady. hahah. But i thank Adam for the creative design :).

here you can see the other hairstylists observing from the back

Preparation for raya

I'm so not ready for raya! Just had our last day of dance practice on Wednesday before the raya festive. Jiah, Teeny and I are joining ESDC's group for upcoming event. Practices were almost every night. I've been out almost every night if it's not practices, it would be bonding chill out sessions with the L.I babes & some of the ESDC members.

With raya just around the corner, i've only this weekend to buy and prepare my stuffs! And so unlucky i lost my lil bag with my whole makeup kits! Just great.

Jln2 cari makan (KL version)

This is last night's entry.

I have to miss my dance practise today as my car brokedown. battery went dead. So i had to get a new one tomorrow. darn. wrong timing and what a bad luck.

My legs are getting better from the bad cramp. I can now bend down and less torturing pain. Last 2 nights.. i have to walk like a i'm a preggie and bending down, climbing stairs and tryna get out of my bed are the worst parts. And yesterday is a bad luck day.

Move on. Weekend is here and oh Monday is a public holiday! greatness. i can rest some more.

I was going through the KL trip's album and i realised not all the photos i uploaded in fb and how much i miss the fun!

This is why i miss KL.. let's start with the food where you can't find it here in Bru.

1.
Subway 6-inch/foot long sandwich!

This is the first restaurant i set my mind on when i arrived Bukit Bintang.
The sandwich is huge and you can choose from different kind of bread, the veggies and condiments of your choice =D~

i bought the foot-long size!

mouth watering..
i wish they have this gigantic subway to bring home!

2.
Nandos at Sungei Wang

adding the peri-peri sauce (hot, mild, sweet). nyum nyum

3.
Secret Recipe @ Bukit Bintang Plaza

I'm eagerly waiting fr SR in The Mall. It's taking too long to open!


met up w/ Khaliq & Alim there

4. Carls Jr @ Sunway Pyramid

The burger is HUGE, JUICY and fulfilling!



i told cha it's hugesatisfied customers. hehe.


5. Gasoline @ Timesquare

This place is a cool place to chill with friends and dine in.
Flintstone theme




and lastly. this is my personal favourite =)

Burger Ramly!

Damn this kid can DANCE!

featured with Chris Brown.

Scooter Smiff

The end of the road

It might be unexpected and sudden.

I don't see why i have to dwell over what had happened.

If it was fate that I'm now at the end the of the road, then i'll stop. I'd been through this before and even worst but then it's not the end of the world. To cry? to feel sorry for myself? No. I'm too tired for that.

All i can do is just go with the flow and see where it will lead me.

The troubled teen

Everyone been in their teenage years. The period between childhood and adulthood. The teenager phase where we start to mark our territorial signs of independence. I called it the rebellious years.

When i was in my teenage years, i was the rebellious one. Full of anger, full of guts and full of mischiefs. The constant abusive fights with my brother at home, catfights in high school with other girls, was sent in to the principal office several times, the self accident for driving my mama's car without her consent in Form 4. and whole lot mischief. And the punishments that i'd gone through and dealt. No wonder i made my parents gone so mad.

True that as you get older, you get wiser. Thank god it is way past me. When i recalled it back, god i can't believe that was me.

Speaking about bitchy teenagers. If i was still about your age, i don't give a f*ck who you are, i would confront you and slap your brains out.

At this age? I see you're goin' thru a teen phase. Play safe. I'm too old to play the mean girl.

Don't think i don't know, girls :)

Muacks. peace.

No Monday Blues.

What a bliss to be able to spend the weekend off and adding another day off on Monday. I had my half day last Friday, the weekend off and today =D.

Woke up around 9pm+, later than the usual morning weekdays.

The house is quiet with my siblings in school and parent at work. Just me and my maid.

Pasta for dinner tonight, i'm drooling already.

sushi & sashimi

I was in my class earlier tonight when the topic sushi was brought up. Our lecturer then told us one story which happened in Brunei recently. He said in the local newspaper last week a local woman died a week after the founding of worms and its eggs and eating up her brain. In the newspaper, it didn't mention the cause of her death but our lecturer happened to know the lady. She was known to favour eating raw fishes (sashimi). She started to get migraine and the doc was unable to figure out the cause until her brain was being x-ray & scan. Worms that were found in her brain are actually parasites found in raw fish. That is why raw meats should be cooked under the process of high temperature heating i.e: fried, boiling to kill the parasites.

I thought he actually meant the forward email i used to receive of a japanese guy showing worms and its eggs in his brain :S (you can google this). But when he said it's a local lady, it scares the hell out of me. Cos' i tend to order sushi with raw salmons everytime i go to Excapade and there's time i tend to get headache once in awhile too. i just hope it's not some worms growing up in my brain!

Now i have to avoid eating raw salmon too often. I can't stop totally, i'd gotten addicted to it.

Speaking of sushi, Ainie just told me Fuz treating me and herfor sushi this Saturday! damnit how can i not order raw salmon if i'm going there? aiyah.

Virtual makeup using photoshop

I think i'd said this before. i love ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS3! Thanks the people who invented it. It's so much fun that you can do alot of wonders with it =D.

Here are my old manipulation photos i did using photoshop.

using materials i found on the internet..

to create virtual tattoo manipulation.

another manipulation.

(right-click photo to view larger image in a new link)

.self-tortured. scary i know (-.-")

the world has been photoshopped.

I just bought a new make up set and tested it on my lil sister, I was planning to post it up the result but then: 1) my camera's LCD screen cracked and 2) the makeup result didn't get much to my satisfactory because i have limited brushes to start with. I'm planning to buy brushes set so i can try out my make up set again =D.

Now back to the main reason of this post. I usually i did photoshop with my own photos, but i wanna made changes and try someone else's :p. I hope she doesn't kill me when she sees this O=).

And my model is..


my cousin Gymah =D

This editorial for this post is virtual makeover using photoshop CS3.

Putting up makeups could be troublesome, it takes time to put it on and ESPECIALLY to wipe it off. I so hate doing the makeup removing part. And i tend to sleep with my make up on >.>. But i have to get rid of that bad habit since my skin is acne prone and it takes time to heal. So when it did happen, my aid are my mineral foundation & concealer to camouflage the blemishes. but huge zits are still harder to hide. pffttt.

When i starts with her photo, she has no makeup. My main point is to show how i do virtual eyeshadows, adding fake eyelashes, blusher and lipstick to her nude skin.

theme: "Barbie color makeups"

Not really a detailed editorial, just the screen shots.

1) smoothing skin using healing brush & box blur
2) creating eyeliner using brush & color swatches

3) adding eyeshadow by creating new layer & downloaded eyeshadow brush
4) adding fake eyelashes using brushes

5) blusher and matching lipstick

and result..

smoothen out the colors by changing mode to soft light with adjusted opacity.


and the zoom-in version to get a good look of the eyeshadows & fake eyelashes =)


Okay i'm done. i'm gonna head to bed now. good night.

p.s: minta ampun minta maaf cousin ku tersayang tidak meminta kebenaran. lawaaa jua =D. despite this, i know you love me bebeh ;).

xoxo.