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The end of the road

It might be unexpected and sudden.

I don't see why i have to dwell over what had happened.

If it was fate that I'm now at the end the of the road, then i'll stop. I'd been through this before and even worst but then it's not the end of the world. To cry? to feel sorry for myself? No. I'm too tired for that.

All i can do is just go with the flow and see where it will lead me.

The troubled teen

Everyone been in their teenage years. The period between childhood and adulthood. The teenager phase where we start to mark our territorial signs of independence. I called it the rebellious years.

When i was in my teenage years, i was the rebellious one. Full of anger, full of guts and full of mischiefs. The constant abusive fights with my brother at home, catfights in high school with other girls, was sent in to the principal office several times, the self accident for driving my mama's car without her consent in Form 4. and whole lot mischief. And the punishments that i'd gone through and dealt. No wonder i made my parents gone so mad.

True that as you get older, you get wiser. Thank god it is way past me. When i recalled it back, god i can't believe that was me.

Speaking about bitchy teenagers. If i was still about your age, i don't give a f*ck who you are, i would confront you and slap your brains out.

At this age? I see you're goin' thru a teen phase. Play safe. I'm too old to play the mean girl.

Don't think i don't know, girls :)

Muacks. peace.

No Monday Blues.

What a bliss to be able to spend the weekend off and adding another day off on Monday. I had my half day last Friday, the weekend off and today =D.

Woke up around 9pm+, later than the usual morning weekdays.

The house is quiet with my siblings in school and parent at work. Just me and my maid.

Pasta for dinner tonight, i'm drooling already.

sushi & sashimi

I was in my class earlier tonight when the topic sushi was brought up. Our lecturer then told us one story which happened in Brunei recently. He said in the local newspaper last week a local woman died a week after the founding of worms and its eggs and eating up her brain. In the newspaper, it didn't mention the cause of her death but our lecturer happened to know the lady. She was known to favour eating raw fishes (sashimi). She started to get migraine and the doc was unable to figure out the cause until her brain was being x-ray & scan. Worms that were found in her brain are actually parasites found in raw fish. That is why raw meats should be cooked under the process of high temperature heating i.e: fried, boiling to kill the parasites.

I thought he actually meant the forward email i used to receive of a japanese guy showing worms and its eggs in his brain :S (you can google this). But when he said it's a local lady, it scares the hell out of me. Cos' i tend to order sushi with raw salmons everytime i go to Excapade and there's time i tend to get headache once in awhile too. i just hope it's not some worms growing up in my brain!

Now i have to avoid eating raw salmon too often. I can't stop totally, i'd gotten addicted to it.

Speaking of sushi, Ainie just told me Fuz treating me and herfor sushi this Saturday! damnit how can i not order raw salmon if i'm going there? aiyah.

Virtual makeup using photoshop

I think i'd said this before. i love ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS3! Thanks the people who invented it. It's so much fun that you can do alot of wonders with it =D.

Here are my old manipulation photos i did using photoshop.

using materials i found on the internet..

to create virtual tattoo manipulation.

another manipulation.

(right-click photo to view larger image in a new link)

.self-tortured. scary i know (-.-")

the world has been photoshopped.

I just bought a new make up set and tested it on my lil sister, I was planning to post it up the result but then: 1) my camera's LCD screen cracked and 2) the makeup result didn't get much to my satisfactory because i have limited brushes to start with. I'm planning to buy brushes set so i can try out my make up set again =D.

Now back to the main reason of this post. I usually i did photoshop with my own photos, but i wanna made changes and try someone else's :p. I hope she doesn't kill me when she sees this O=).

And my model is..


my cousin Gymah =D

This editorial for this post is virtual makeover using photoshop CS3.

Putting up makeups could be troublesome, it takes time to put it on and ESPECIALLY to wipe it off. I so hate doing the makeup removing part. And i tend to sleep with my make up on >.>. But i have to get rid of that bad habit since my skin is acne prone and it takes time to heal. So when it did happen, my aid are my mineral foundation & concealer to camouflage the blemishes. but huge zits are still harder to hide. pffttt.

When i starts with her photo, she has no makeup. My main point is to show how i do virtual eyeshadows, adding fake eyelashes, blusher and lipstick to her nude skin.

theme: "Barbie color makeups"

Not really a detailed editorial, just the screen shots.

1) smoothing skin using healing brush & box blur
2) creating eyeliner using brush & color swatches

3) adding eyeshadow by creating new layer & downloaded eyeshadow brush
4) adding fake eyelashes using brushes

5) blusher and matching lipstick

and result..

smoothen out the colors by changing mode to soft light with adjusted opacity.


and the zoom-in version to get a good look of the eyeshadows & fake eyelashes =)


Okay i'm done. i'm gonna head to bed now. good night.

p.s: minta ampun minta maaf cousin ku tersayang tidak meminta kebenaran. lawaaa jua =D. despite this, i know you love me bebeh ;).

xoxo.